Inside The Fascinating Mind Of Warren Jeffs

We all know the story of Warren Jeffs. But what were his intentions? Why did he so often make decisions detrimental to himself and those around him?

Sitting quietly listening to my dad give a training when I was 7 years old, dad said, “What makes you tick?”

And today I am asking a simple question: What made Warren Jeffs tick?

“Convictions are more dangerous enemies of truth than lies.”-Friedrich Nietzsche

How Can I Judge?

Although Warren Jeffs is my father, I did not grow up immediately beside him and witness first hand many of the things he did. I had the occasional experience with him, but not enough to know him really well personally.

I have spoken with multiple people who were, as well as growing up under his direction and right there in his home.

But more than anything, I spent about three years asking myself what was in my dads mind. There were so many particular circumstances that he made terrible decisions, and I would ponder them and just ask WHY.

These views and opinions are my own. You can decide if they are true or not.

Sincerely, Warren Jeffs

As I traveled along in 2019 before I left the FLDS, I was again listening to one of my dads trainings. At this time I had serious doubts about my dad. But you could say I was still “brainwashed.”

I had not listened to one of his trainings in several months. Lately, since discovering the internet, I opted for some country music, a MR Ballen story, or a podcast. But I was feeling guilty.

Not just that, I felt a longing for my past. Not the bad part, but the mission part. The part where I totally 100% thought I was earning the presence of God.

As I listened, I began to exert myself in the way my dad had taught. A flood of memories started to return.

All the “bad” things I had done began to build regret within me.

As I listened, I recognized one thing: My dad was sincere in that training. With all the bad things he had done, all the decisions he had made, all his evils, he was still sincere in that training. And all his trainings.

Spiritual World

But that is not all. He really understood something more about the spiritual world. How do I know? Because before this, I had had several “supernatural” experiences. And I had them by following the teaching of my dad and experimenting with what he said.

It did not matter if people said anything and everything bad about my dad. I knew there was something more going on in his mind.

My dad taught and fully believed that evil was judged based on how much of the spirit of God you feel inside you. If it is strong, you are doing right. Don’t feel anything? You are slacking. Feel bad? Evil spirit is in you.

Although my dad preached principles, he believed “revelation” was the ultimate principle.

Warren Jeffs Wasn’t Lazy

Up every day around 4:30am, dad was a very scheduled person.

But I am not just talking physically. Mentally too.

I have come to believe, by experience, that when you exert your mind for long enough in a particular way, a spiritual power takes control. I don’t just think this, I have experimented with it several times.

This is why I would have “supernatural” experiences when I did what my dad said. But it was really hard. It required so much exertion that at first it was not worth it. But the more I did it, the easier it became.

Another Dimension

In 2002 when Warren Jeffs took over as “Keyholder, Prophet, and Mouthpiece for God,” it was not just an excellent schemed plan for power.

Instead, Warren Jeffs had perfected his communion with the spiritual power that would control and shape the destiny of himself and the FLDS.

Warren Jeffs may have lived in and out of the spiritual world through the 1990’s. But that day in 2002, the spiritual reality took control. No longer did physical reality mean more than the spiritual.

In fact, that spiritual power with all it’s reality is most likely his reality today.

So powerful is that feeling, so truthful, so all encompassing that, for those who go there, they would take it over reality, at least if they thought it was reality.

Warren Jeffs does not just think he is a Prophet of God. He feels it, he exerts it, he lives it.

Warren Jeffs is not even in the physical world. No. He is in another dimension. You might think I am crazy, but I truly believe this. In fact, I believe it so much that I have become somewhat terrified of it.

I stopped my experiments with exertion until you reach the supernatural. Because they are so real, they are so much more than simple reality. I became terrified when I realized something that Warren Jeffs never did. Something I am still trying to wrap my mind around, or it around me, I am really not sure.

In my little experience with the supernatural I have come to believe that it has more power than people outside of it assume, and less power than people inside it believe. I could be wrong. But if I am wrong, then it is only in one direction: It has more as much or more power than people in it believe. And I am terrified but also curious if that is true.

What Did Warren Jeffs Never Realize?

Everyone in the world experiences degrees of spiritual powers working on them.

Many opt to call it “good” and “evil”

The feeling of “good” is commonly given to us in our youth and growing up years.

I once believed I could only have that powerful feeling by doing exactly what my dad said. But by experimenting, I came to realize I could have it when I did many things he said were bad.

And by experimenting more, I realized I could have it even when I did something really really bad.

That is when I realized something: It was the exertion that brought that powerful spiritual feeling.

Warren Jeffs thought it was his exertion of prayer coupled with following Joseph Smiths teachings that brought that feeling.

It worked, and that gave him confirmation.

That powerful spiritual force made him believe it. And many of his followers too. They still do. And that is one reason people are loyal to Warren Jeffs.

It is likely that, with an entire different belief system, Warren Jeffs could have done the same thing, provided he put in the same exertion.

In that state, you can make an insane amount of untrue things come true.

Which only confirmed to Warren Jeffs that he was on the path to Godhood.

Pedophile

I used to think, because of that feeling and supernatural experiences, that my Dad couldn’t be wrong.

I thought that powerful feeling only came to good people.

After I realized it comes to anyone, good or evil, as long as they put in the exertion; I became totally open to the possibility that my dad did do bad things.

It also took me for a crazy mental spin on what good and evil even are.

Anyhow, this feeling is also likely what made Warren Jeffs believe he was forgiven for whatever he did, or perhaps it made him believe what he did was right.

I think both of those things are true, depending on what situation you are talking about.

In the case of touching his daughters sexually, he probably felt forgiven. In the case of his young wives, he probably felt he was doing Gods will.

Passion vs Spiritual Criminal

I do not believe that Warren Jeffs is the typical “passion” criminal. Where someone gets full of passion and rapes or murders someone.

It may have been different with his daughters, I really don’t know. I am more specifically talking about his wives.

Yes, his passion gave him the desire to do it.

But in his mind it was ultimately the “revelation” that made it right. The spiritual reality and feeling. Most likely he genuinely felt it was guided from God.

I believe there is a big stretch between a passion criminal and Warren Jeffs. Not in the act, but in the way they justified the act.

That does not make him good in any way. Just makes him interesting.

Uncontrolled passion, it seems, plants the seeds for evil.

Our conscience, this good feeling refrains us from our passions and doing evil. I am afraid after you enter the next dimension, that same feeling justifies evil.

“Some rise by sin, and some by virtue fall” -Shakespeare

Does That Affect Warren Jeffs Death?

If Warren Jeffs was not exerting himself mentally, he would probably be dead.

It is my belief that he is still in an entirely different dimension, with total belief that he is right.

With the same exertion, and same powerful feelings.

Purpose keeps people alive and fighting.

Warren Jeffs believes that he is fighting for the greatest cause.

Conclusion

Always stay within reality. Warren Jeffs is a perfect example of drifting far away in another dimension.

At a lower level, your conscience may keep you from wrong. At high levels of spiritual exertion, that same feeling may justify wrong.

Don’t harm innocent people, sexually, mentally, or physically. That is perhaps the best moral guideline I can think of.

Those are the key lessons I have taken from studying the mind of Warren Jeffs.

Thank you for reading! You may enjoy this article titled: My Childhood Age 1-5.

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