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Category: Finding a new life
Jesus, If You’re There…. When Faith Feels Like Silence
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Many people celebrate Easter with bright colors, family dinners, and posts that say “He is risen.” But what if you don’t feel that joy? What if you’re not even sure you believe anymore? I wrote this piece as a personal letter—a poem—to Jesus.It’s not polished theology. It’s raw honesty.And maybe…
The Dark Truth I Discovered When I Had Nothing to Die For
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If you are not living for something that is worth dying for, can you really live? That’s a question I never thought I needed to ask for the first 23 years of my life. When you live for something so much that you would die for it, giving it up…
Dark Days: When Killing Seems Like The Answer
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Man, sometimes I have dark feelings. And I know you do too. Love is good, but darkness is far more extreme. Love is blind and darkness more. Today I am going to talk about some personal struggles with darkness. Do you want to be a virgin forever or try out…
Dating Girls: Here Is What I Have Learned
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This is a wild one. God I hope this is an extremely inappropriate article lol.(That was sarcasm btw) Today I am writing what I have learned about girls since I left the FLDS, the crazy way I saw my first nude picture, and some other spicy things. You might be…
Father’s Day: A Farewell Gift
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Today millions of people are celebrating their fathers. Some have no father. And some have bad fathers. I have not written to my dad in over a year. But I decided to send him a farewell letter. I never expect to communicate with him again unless he sends me some…
A Boys Real Life Struggle With The Devil
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Reader, do you believe there is a devil? Big Foot? Yeti? Have you had no encounters? While walking the other day alone in the forest, I met a young boy. Entirely startled, I almost fled. Walking Alone “Why on earth are you walking alone?”, I inquired of the boy, still…
Mothers Day: Life Is Only Fair To A Warrior
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Did you give your mother a little I Love You note today? A smile and a hug? A new car or house? Flowers? Today I am looking back at my relationship with my mother, contemplating my inward bullshit, and recognizing that life is only fair to a warrior. FLDS Culture…
5 Lessons I Learned from the Tragedy and Triumph Of Jesus Christ
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I don’t profess to be the most righteous Christian, but I do love Jesus Christ! Today I am looking at 5 lessons I learned from the crucifixion and resurrection of Jesus Christ. Face Life’s Tragedies Voluntarily Even though Jesus died, he was resurrected. So what does that mean for me?…
Where the Fuck Am I Headed?
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Before leaving the FLDS, I felt lonely. But honestly it got worse after I left. I enjoy time with my friends and family. I love playing pickle ball. I’ve read several good books. And I still ask myself, where the actual fuck am I headed? What am I doing? Where am I…
Finding A New Life
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It has not been long since I decided to leave the flds religion entirely, about one year ago as of February 2024. I considered leaving 3 years ago and acted somewhat but was having a very difficult time letting go. Today I have many things I am still trying to…
